When troubles come.

What will you do, when trouble comes to you? This live is full with thorns.
Do not know how to face with it.
Works always increase.
But never know how to do.

I do not know how to do.
I am depressed.
I am sad.
I am disappointed.
I feel no mood.
I feel so hopeless.

What can I do?
What should I do?

Exam is coming, assignments still have many left.

What will I get for my exam?
Shall I give up?

WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIVING IN THIS WORLD???

AARRRGGGGHHHH.......!!!!

Mooncake Festival

This year I wasn't celebrate mooncake festival with my family. Miss to eat mooncake so muc. After back to campus, Jia Xian gave me a mooncake. We shared and eat together. So nice. And later on, I just remember that my cousin also gave me one double yolks mooncake before I back to campus.

No worries, there are to Pesta Tanglung events, which are PT kolej and PT Pusat. During PT koloej on 22th September 2010, we only do it among our Han hua only. Unlike other kolej, they did some activities such as bazaar, and karnival in their college. We Han Hua only gathered together at the bottom hill of Burhanuddin college. We hang lanterns and play games and also riddles. We eat mooncake and enjoy iced chinese tea. Only few of our seniors were attended it, because most of them were having their mid-term. After that, we bring our lantern and walk to KTAM. feel so good, and I was only holding First Aid Kit. We sit down at the car park of KTAM and do sharing. After back to college, we, junior still haven't dismissed yet. We play some more games. We were enjoyed and Sui Peng(senior) also joined us. She was the only senior who hang with us until end. We all play guessing number. All of us very happy. It has strengthen the bond among us as Han Hua.






















Last night 24th September 2010, we went to Persatuan Hokkien. There is a PT Carnival by the PT pusat. many people went there and there are a lots of shows and canopy stalls. We, han hua junior also went there together. We waited the bus about half an hour. It was a raining night, but still have people went there. We all were happy, especially during on the way back to the campus. We, burhanian was the most noisy in the bus. HAhaha.. We have a joyful night. It was also a great memory for me with other han hua friends.




Burhan Han Hua, we all are family.

Carrying back the cross

Today the 1st day of lecture after holiday. My holidays mood still ON..=.=

I feel so hard. My assignments, project, quizzes and test too. Still have many to do. I feel so scared with all of it. This world wont be forever. Will be destroyed one day. My test on wednesday. Havent study yet, and still have many to read. Why i still so relax? What am I going to be in the future? haiz. God, please help me. Am I going to go through all of this? Where can I release all of this sadness? Nobody will understand me..T.T only You.

I am now at the middle of the sea. I need something to hold. Only You, my Lord. I come to study to learn something to serve you. But yet, i still not satisfy with myself. My mood of studying still not activate et. Is it because I have stopped from studying about one year? Hmn.. Please open my way. Show me the way. You are my only hope. Please strengthen me to carrying this cross You has given to me. Guide me, as a lost sheep. i am lost in this world. I need You, my Lord. Amen.

Life still going on.

Heart of a Servant

Holiday is ended. I am now just back to campus from Kajang church. Thanks God, I really have a great holiday by spending it with Him. I attended extended theology in Olive Garden, Port Dickson for one week.

We learned about the book of Ezekiel by Pr. Ezekiel and Paul's letter; 1&2 Thessalonian and 1&2 Timothy by Pr Lai An Chuan. We learned about the criteria we need as a servant of God. I have met some new brethren from West Malaysia here during the theology.

After ended, there is a national youth committee seminar, be held in Kajang church and Broga Outpac. Many youth committee around West Malaysia joined the seminar.

I wasn't in the list, but I was asked to replace Bro. Wilson to atttend it. We enjoying the outdoor activities in Broga Outpac. We cancelled the hill climbing because of the heavy rain at the yesterday night. In the same time we also learned about the leadership which taught by Dn Jeremiah Chong, Dn. Isaiah and another Deacon( don't know his name). We divided to our own church and plan activity for 1st half year in 2010 which is called Program Adam 2011. Every churches presented many great ideas.

The time ended so fast. Everyone back to their hometown. And I am going back to my hometown. May God always be with all of you. And hope to see you guys soon...

Shalom and Ping an...

T.T miss my theology in Sabah..

Holidays Mood...ACTIVATED

I received a call from my last sunday.. My grandma has passed away on that morning about 10am++.. A lovely grandma.. Thanks God, she lived in this world for 91 years. now it is the time to back to His side. She passed away in peacefully. First person I met, who never fall sick in her life. Even flu , cough or fever. A healthy grandma.. And she just passed away because of old and weak.. And, I have no chance to go home and see her for the last time. But, I will meet her when the time has come.=)

Now is my Uni semester break for 2 weeks. I am going to Port Dickson for the Extended Theology Course about one week.. Perhaps, it is the time for me to spend my time to with Him. I still have another Mid Sem for my physic engineering after holiday... Yet, I still dont understand.. But, will cover it after back from theology.

Now,I am going to declare:

HOLIDAYS MOOD ACTIVATED!

Happy Holiday....=)

JKEES 2010/2011

Last night, was our faculty night..Faculty of Engineering.. Everyone was enjoy, and my coursemate as well.. The part we most enjoy was the sketch..During the practice, we did a lot of mistakes.. And our storyline was changed to a new one in 3 weeks time.. We have Ip man, the Axe gang, and some martial art specialist.. Also even Dota hero...>.< Thanks to all jkees/1.. coming out with all the ideas.. to make a great story... even also changed and edited some parts during the presentation.. Well, everyone come out with the spirit of sketching, and everyone of us could be a good actor.. Accept me.. i am only a technician...>.<

Well, guys.. congratulation to all of us.. And also our to our seniors..Who were accompany us practicing during the night before Faculty Night.One our friend didn't come... She was sick.. But, we will never forget about her.. Because she is also one of us, JKEES( Jabatan Kejuruteraan Elektrik, Elektronik dan Sistem)..



Girls:
1. Tan Shwu Teng
2. Lim Shi Han
3. Low May Wei

Guys:
1. Chew Jia Xien
2. Lim Wei Keong
3. Andrick Chiang
4. Yeoh Jih Jie
5. Wan Wai Kien
6. Andy Chou
7. Chua Wee Kiong
8. Wong Chong wai
9. Thong Kar Wah
10. CHoi Meng Liang
11. Ling Chee Hong
12. Teow Yong Chuan
13. Lee Mun Jun
14. Tang Moon Wai
15. Chan Chee Tat
16. Sai Chong Yeh
17. JasonLeong Kah Seing
18. Lee Chin Vui

Wish all of us will become a great engineers..
Jia you, guys... Gambateh..!!!

I am a snail, not a tortoise, I am a toy car, not a sport car; I am a pedestrian, not a runner...

My study is killing me.. My math is making me dead... Feel very hard... My neurons are slow.. Hard to understand.. especially math.. need to do step by step.. cannot skip the step, if not, i will die... Everyone so clever.. can catch up everything in few second.. my ratio to them is 1:1000 fast in understanding things... Gosh... how am I going to survive... After holiday got another mid sem for physic engineering.. Lagi kanasai.... My last time taking physic and chemistry was about 5 years ago... During SPM 2005....>.<>