1 more paper to go..

Just finished my Titas today.. 10 days to go.. minus tomorow go out with frens and 2 days KKR in Kajang church = 7 days more.. Hope i can score it well in my math, cause I did it badly during mid-Sem.. hmn.. Sleep 1st rest my mind and body... Nights

Life still go on...

Everything is ruined....Argh...!!!!!

Just finished the 1st paper last nite. I feel so sad. I did not do well. Many blank on my answer sheet. Really stress. What I studied never out, and the formula never came out from my mind during exam. Everyone did so well. The hand non-stop writing on the exam sheet. I just dreaming for the 2 and half hours. Did not know what to write. I felt want to cry last nite during exam.. I am just such a loser.. haiz...T.T PHYSIC ENGINEERING...!!! I DO NOT WANT TO MEET YOU NEXT SEMESTER....!!!!

What should I do? What happened if I failed? Shall I came back to here to UKM? But i feel so shameful.. embarrassing.. No face to face with my family. I have already made a scar on my degree transcript. I feel so upset. What happened to me? I does this thing comes to me? I do not know what to do. NO..NO...NO....!!!!!!!!

Who am I? I don't see I am good in anything. Rubbish? or more worse that rubbish..? Hmn.. People gets what they study, and what about me? EMPTY CAN...

If I failed, like wasting my time and money here... My life like no direction. I just want to study to achieve my vision. But I already failed at the beginning. No wonder people said. Let it all just happen as God's will..

STUPIDITY HAS NO CURE..

And probably that is me....

Last countdown

I woke up at the early morning. The weather was cold and realized my cloth still at outside since yesterday. Hope it will dry by today. Please don't let me sick at this exam period.

26th October 2010. TOday i am going to study my material science..And my exam started tomorrow... Good luck to all my friends in their exam, especially those who has paper on everyday.. Gambateh all..

Studying

2 more days for the 1st paper in UKM... currently studying in Perpustakaan Tun Sri Lanang. Rainy day caused my cloth wet.. hmn... today want to cover thermodynamics and material science for tomorrow. Sit on exam on wednesday. Gambateh all.

A happy weekend ~ A little testimony

Thanks God, today i joined the outdoor activities with the REU in kajang church. We went to Taman Pertanian in Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam and High 5 bread factory. It was wonderful trip, even I slept inside the bus.

I feel great when being here. Could join church activities. My exam coming soon, yet my feeling still with Him. I know He has guided me to further my study in UKM here. And i believe that He will guide me through all of the problems I will face in future. I hope this following years can train my faith to a better one. That reminds me a theme during the youth fellowship in Sabah.


To The Better Serving.


He has His plan on me. I hope that what i learned at here whether in UKM or at Kajang church here, I could use all what I have learned to serve Him. The faith to God sometimes hard to sustainable..

Just like what the bible said in Gospel of Mark "the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak".. May God always strengthen my faith and everyone in Christ. Amen.

20-10-2010

20102010, what a nice date for my 22nd birthday.. I am thank to God, for His Love and Grace that I am still under His care.

I received my birthday present from my Faculty.. It was my Mid Sem result for math. And my result is terrible. I don't know why. Why didn't I feel sad or bad mood? Maybe i already know the results or God is comforting me. Thanks God.

Engineer never fails otherwise it will be ruined. But I don't know what am I thinking now. Hmn.. I wish to climb back from the fallen I did. No mood to study, and Exam is coming.

I just wish i could pass, then it will be ok.. Hope my transcript won't ugly.. I know I am unable to get A for my math and other subjects. There is a little hope, and I still can fix it during final exam. Gambateh.

Life still go on...

Exam~~

Here come the final exam.. Finally, and now is has brought forward one week earlier. There are 2 PBL need to pass up and present. Gosh.. Dunno hw to do... Hw ah?