Sunday, November 4, 2012
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Heart of a servant
In this world, people works everyday for their needs day by day. Do they really know when will it going to end? Life is unpredictable, because it is not control by us, but God. How many of us really know God. We know Him, but do we really feel His existences? Since we were child, we used to call 'mum, dad,, help me..' or 999 for emergency. Yes, they can help us for sure, but there is another one who standing beside us. That is our God, our creator. Sometimes, we only ask for His help when we are already in front of dead end. He is not our emergency center. He is our best friend actually...T.T
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
I am strange enough..!!
Thanks to God, holidays ended here come another new semester. Need to leave my family again. I hate this feeling. Every time I come back here, the felling will just appear. I am not home sick by missing them but worrying them. Sigh. As a elder son, I need to take care of my parents and my siblings as well. carrying such big responsibilities. It is still far away to go for me to start my career. I know only God knows how I feel and there are His plans on me, but sometimes myself will lost my faith, drown, and dead end. I do not know what happened to me.
What happened to me?
Why is this happening?
How does it comes from?
When did I started become like this?
Oh, no.. I am not who am I anymore. I feel want to hit the wall with my hand, break something to release this tension. I do not want to become like this.
Many doubts inside me. Many problems inside me. Negative thinking, depressions, and sadness. I am nothing in this world. Studying also not good, wasting money and time. "Sampah masyarakat" in malay. I feel like a rubbish or even worst than that. Argh..!!! I feel so disappointed with myself. I feel so shameful to Him. I am really nothing. I falling down to the hill, drown into sea deeply..I really hate this feeling. I need a doctor. God, please help me. I know you are there. Pull me out from all this sadness in my heart. Nobody understand.. God, I am really
What happened to me?
Why is this happening?
How does it comes from?
When did I started become like this?
Oh, no.. I am not who am I anymore. I feel want to hit the wall with my hand, break something to release this tension. I do not want to become like this.
Many doubts inside me. Many problems inside me. Negative thinking, depressions, and sadness. I am nothing in this world. Studying also not good, wasting money and time. "Sampah masyarakat" in malay. I feel like a rubbish or even worst than that. Argh..!!! I feel so disappointed with myself. I feel so shameful to Him. I am really nothing. I falling down to the hill, drown into sea deeply..I really hate this feeling. I need a doctor. God, please help me. I know you are there. Pull me out from all this sadness in my heart. Nobody understand.. God, I am really
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Are you ready for the baton?
21st January 2012, 4.20pm in KLIA ~ Thanks God, finally 1st semester of my second year officially ended. I am now waiting for my flight on 5.50pm. Finally I have a time to sit down to relax a while.
First of all, I am very thankful to the Lord Jesus for guiding me. My semester has ended, yet, even it is about to be the end of January, I would like to wish Happy New year 2012 and Happy Chinese New Year too. Time past very fast, and Jesus is coming soon.
What can I say here during 2011, many things happened. I am unexpected I has entered to 2nd year in my degree programme. Thanks for His guidance and I could make myself to the church.
The best moment was I had my opportunity to serve Him during the National Youth Fellowship ( Malaysia and Sabah GAs) in Ogos 2011. It was the first even between this 2 GAs, and it will be continuously too. Taking part in this event make us enclose to God and to strengthen and tighten our relationship in Christ.
Not forget too, Penampang Church 30th Anniversary in July if not mistaken, ^^. We invited Lu Zhou, Taiwan brethren to help and taking part in this local church event. Lu Zhou church can be said like a friend to Penampang Church. We have many friends in between this 2 churches. In this event, we had the Evangelistic service where will handle by Lu Zhou brethren and also the thanks giving services. I was helping Bro. Donald Chong to preparing the multimedia slideshow. We spent our time to find the old pictures, we did a video, showing the timeline of Penampang church where it was just started from a prayer house and increasing and developing into a big church. Thanks to God for such grace and bless.
In the new year of 2012, we spent the countdown time in church by sharing the grace of God during the year 2011. Pr. Joseph Chong gave us some motivation or advice to the youths during Youth Service:
- Do not waste the youthful time
- Draw near to God
- Be a friend of God
It were good words for me. As I am 24 years old in this year. All of us is growing up, and the seniors are retiring one by one. It is the time for us to learn to serve Him. We are no longer just a listener during the service but we are now are the soldier of God. We do need to be humble, but do not forget it is our responsibilities since we were baptized in His name. We have received the training from the church and now it is the time for us to move as the front line team. Together we contribute to church, develop it and win the souls. Dear readers, do pray for us.
Many works is waiting for us. Let us get prepare physically and spiritually in this year. May the peace of Lord always be with you who read my blog. Amen.=)
First of all, I am very thankful to the Lord Jesus for guiding me. My semester has ended, yet, even it is about to be the end of January, I would like to wish Happy New year 2012 and Happy Chinese New Year too. Time past very fast, and Jesus is coming soon.
What can I say here during 2011, many things happened. I am unexpected I has entered to 2nd year in my degree programme. Thanks for His guidance and I could make myself to the church.
The best moment was I had my opportunity to serve Him during the National Youth Fellowship ( Malaysia and Sabah GAs) in Ogos 2011. It was the first even between this 2 GAs, and it will be continuously too. Taking part in this event make us enclose to God and to strengthen and tighten our relationship in Christ.
Not forget too, Penampang Church 30th Anniversary in July if not mistaken, ^^. We invited Lu Zhou, Taiwan brethren to help and taking part in this local church event. Lu Zhou church can be said like a friend to Penampang Church. We have many friends in between this 2 churches. In this event, we had the Evangelistic service where will handle by Lu Zhou brethren and also the thanks giving services. I was helping Bro. Donald Chong to preparing the multimedia slideshow. We spent our time to find the old pictures, we did a video, showing the timeline of Penampang church where it was just started from a prayer house and increasing and developing into a big church. Thanks to God for such grace and bless.
In the new year of 2012, we spent the countdown time in church by sharing the grace of God during the year 2011. Pr. Joseph Chong gave us some motivation or advice to the youths during Youth Service:
- Do not waste the youthful time
- Draw near to God
- Be a friend of God
It were good words for me. As I am 24 years old in this year. All of us is growing up, and the seniors are retiring one by one. It is the time for us to learn to serve Him. We are no longer just a listener during the service but we are now are the soldier of God. We do need to be humble, but do not forget it is our responsibilities since we were baptized in His name. We have received the training from the church and now it is the time for us to move as the front line team. Together we contribute to church, develop it and win the souls. Dear readers, do pray for us.
Many works is waiting for us. Let us get prepare physically and spiritually in this year. May the peace of Lord always be with you who read my blog. Amen.=)
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Another New Year to be thankful..=)
Happy New Year 2012 to everyone..!!!
I hope it is not for me to wish Happy New Year. Time passed day by day. The year 2011 is become a history.
We need to move forward now.. New year, new wish, new hope.
May GOD always be with all of you..=)
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