Assignments, quizzes, and mid-sem..... I am getting busy in getting ready for all these... But still can still feeling empty in my heart. I need comfort, peace.... Thanks God, I still have time to go to church at this weekend and overnight there.. after sabbath service, we, the tertiary students were sitting together and sharing about our life in campus.. everyone shared their feeling.. How does God helped them during all the difficulty. I also remembered the time He guided me during my diploma life. In church, is the best place. I am glad can spend my time and serving Him in here. Together with the youth here joining activities.. Singing praise the Lord, even my voice not so good.. But, still enjoy it.. Feels the joy in Him.. Thank you, Lord.
Tomorrow(30/8/10) and friday(3/9/10) has haave math quiz. Still don't understand at all. Feel want to ponteng service.. but, I didn't.... I still made it.. Although I am still doubting about myself, and worrying about my study during service and it is not good to do so..... but I believe He understand me.. Living in the flesh and become weak.. I prayed to Him.. Long time never do so.. Communicate with Him alone inside the chapel since leaving Sabah.. Life as student full of stresses... Perhaps, this is our cross... How difficult the life is, how difficult the study is, nothing is going to stop us from serving Him and praising Him..
Quiz, quiz and quiz.... 6 weeks... It has been 6th week... What have i gained? People answered easily, and me? Pass up with an empty paper... Gosh...!!! Feel so stupid with myself.. People can understand easily, but me? Just like a kindergarten standard.. Didn't understand even 20%... Other people could understand what the lessons are about.. Just like taking an aeroplane to reach the destination in the short time. But me, need to travel by my feet.. So lame and damn slow... How to catch up? My brain has malfunctioned? How am i going to take my MidSem test? So sad...
Just like a seed fell among the thorns.. Am I able to bear all this? 4 years.. I need to face all of this for four years... Betting my time in here... Can this seed able to face all of this and grew up in this four year? I bring my vision to here. I come to study not for myself. God, please help me.. You are the only one who knows how is my feeling is. Please show me the way. Cheer me, just like how you cheered Jonah. Guide me, just like how you guide Moses and Joshua. I can't face and bear all of this.. You are my only help....~~~ T.T
I was afraid before come to UKM here. There is no people who I know. Only Him accompany me. My meal time has delayed, and afraid to get gastric. In KK, I already inform or send and letter of announcement to Malaysia GA that I will come to KL here to study, perhaps will attending service in Kajang Church. Thanks God, Preacher Joseph called me on the day I arrived to KL. I was staying at my cousin's that day. I am glad to hear that there is a brother who is also studying in UKM too.
Until the 3rd week I am in UKM, I managed to go to church, KTM. What great arrangement from HIM. There is a KTM station near UKM and our campus also prepared the bus to send and pick-up students in the station. And, I go to Kajang KTM station alone. Bro. Vincent Lai picked me up and go to church. I am very happy. Finally can reach to His house. So miss to go to church.
Thanks God, at here I am able to attend church service, joining choir and youth class too. I hope that i could spent more time to go to church. His church is the best place to go. I will arrange my time, so can go to church every time.
Hmnn.. This blog is dead for 8 months.. well.. Thanks God, I am now currently further my study in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, Bangi selangor here.. This is a great experience.. My first time to travel alone to a new place where nobody i know.
I really never think that I am studying in University now.. The university life doesn't like as my Diploma life. There are many activities can be joined. what i mean is, there are many opportunities for us hear to learn except book knowledge. In University, the students are encouraged to improve their soft skills.
We were given speech by the Professors, and some invited guests. They are all educating us to be a graduates, which not only success in the academic, but also rich with soft skills, which are useful for us to find job and become a marketable fresh graduates. 4 years to go, and I am now in the beginning. Hope I could succeed to obtained my Degree scroll with Honour ^^ and become a marketable engineer. To hope to have a great happiness life with my family and my beloved. My age maybe quite late to graduate, but as long as I hardworking and seek God.
Dong.... Dong... Dong... I starred the clock. It wanted to tell me it is now 12am... Started from from this moment, we just turned into a new era. 1st January 2010. Once again, time past so fast. 2009 has just passed. Let's close your eyes, and think. What did we do in 2009...?
Anything we haven't done yet? Maybe we wish to do it, but we have no chance or feel shy to face it.
Anything we did until hurt people around us..? When we born to a family, they will be our family forever. Our beloved, will be the beloved one forever. Friends we know, will be friend until forever.
In the year 2010, I would like to wish Happy New Year to my family and all my friends. Please accept my apologize if there anything I did accidently hurted you.
I AM SORRY
In the year 2010, I wish all of us could wake up and start a new life. Hopefully this New Year could brings New Hope to you and have a happy life.
HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!!
* Am i talking craps? please comment some.. thank you...
16 Novermber 2009, KK- Today, my mother called me to bring my bro to do his school registration for next year 2010. When we reached to his classroom, we took the number. I got No. 6..
Then the teacher said "next, no.7..." o.O?? there was a student registering when i reached. i got no.6 then next is 7...!! where n when is my turn? A few of parents coming with their child. my bro brin the number to the back... played with his friend.. he came too me.. number changed to NO.15...!!!! the parents behind me registered ealier then me...? !@#$%^
nvermind, i just wait.. my bro said need to go down to pay the SPBT ( skim peminjaman buku teks).. PAY? Not pinjam meh...???!!! All the spbt students just rush to the counters without any queue-ing lines... =.=" 1st time need to pay SPBT. i thnk it is SPBT (SKIM Penyewaan buku teks)..
Oh, gosh.. go dwon pay then go up again.. sitting there and wait.. the students delivering newsletter... He gave me this...
I really keep thinking... before dis, all the students are allowed to bring mobile phone to school..? Dis school is really so "good".....
Last week was my 21st birthday.. i saw many car accidents between the day... First: 18 October 2009 (12pm++). My friend, Earnest. This time was second time. 1st time, he been hit but this time he hits people.. haiz... sad for him.. Second.: 19October 2009 (1pm++). My auntie, she hits other car at the T-junction. Luckily my uncle was there... He settled all. Third: 19 October 2009 (5pm++). I was on my way to fetch my friend, Alan.. The time was about 5pm, where those people were busy and rushing to back to their home. On the way, I saw 4 car kissing together.. WHOSE FAULT?
Fourth: 19October 2009 (6.30om++). This time was myself. This was not my fault..It was the stupid perodua kancil... Suddenly appeared in front of me when i was in the roundabout. I avoided him, but my tyre hits the roundabout bump. Luckily my bumper didn't crush. That Kancail very KANASAI...!!!!
Fifth: 20 October (5pm++). It was my birthday..That time i am on my way to back home. At the traffic light, the van hit the Toyota Altis.. So poor.. what poor? Poor about the 60tears old aunty.. She gonna to die if she has heart attack. She stopped me, and i helped her. i lend my phone to her to call her husband. The break oil of the van was leaked. That's why they couldn't break and hit the old lady. Dunno what to do.. The tow car and the old man have arrived. Then i told the granny i am going back, but her husband also kanasai.. I helped his wife, but he asked her "Who is he??!!!" with a fierce face and loud face... Like i am one of them who hit his wife... =.="
i dunno why all these things happened. It make me quite nervous and afraid during driving. but I believe HE is trying to tell me.. 21st Years Old not everything.. still need to be a good "MAN"...^^
