Sunday, November 4, 2012
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Heart of a servant
In this world, people works everyday for their needs day by day. Do they really know when will it going to end? Life is unpredictable, because it is not control by us, but God. How many of us really know God. We know Him, but do we really feel His existences? Since we were child, we used to call 'mum, dad,, help me..' or 999 for emergency. Yes, they can help us for sure, but there is another one who standing beside us. That is our God, our creator. Sometimes, we only ask for His help when we are already in front of dead end. He is not our emergency center. He is our best friend actually...T.T
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
I am strange enough..!!
Thanks to God, holidays ended here come another new semester. Need to leave my family again. I hate this feeling. Every time I come back here, the felling will just appear. I am not home sick by missing them but worrying them. Sigh. As a elder son, I need to take care of my parents and my siblings as well. carrying such big responsibilities. It is still far away to go for me to start my career. I know only God knows how I feel and there are His plans on me, but sometimes myself will lost my faith, drown, and dead end. I do not know what happened to me.
What happened to me?
Why is this happening?
How does it comes from?
When did I started become like this?
Oh, no.. I am not who am I anymore. I feel want to hit the wall with my hand, break something to release this tension. I do not want to become like this.
Many doubts inside me. Many problems inside me. Negative thinking, depressions, and sadness. I am nothing in this world. Studying also not good, wasting money and time. "Sampah masyarakat" in malay. I feel like a rubbish or even worst than that. Argh..!!! I feel so disappointed with myself. I feel so shameful to Him. I am really nothing. I falling down to the hill, drown into sea deeply..I really hate this feeling. I need a doctor. God, please help me. I know you are there. Pull me out from all this sadness in my heart. Nobody understand.. God, I am really
What happened to me?
Why is this happening?
How does it comes from?
When did I started become like this?
Oh, no.. I am not who am I anymore. I feel want to hit the wall with my hand, break something to release this tension. I do not want to become like this.
Many doubts inside me. Many problems inside me. Negative thinking, depressions, and sadness. I am nothing in this world. Studying also not good, wasting money and time. "Sampah masyarakat" in malay. I feel like a rubbish or even worst than that. Argh..!!! I feel so disappointed with myself. I feel so shameful to Him. I am really nothing. I falling down to the hill, drown into sea deeply..I really hate this feeling. I need a doctor. God, please help me. I know you are there. Pull me out from all this sadness in my heart. Nobody understand.. God, I am really
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Are you ready for the baton?
21st January 2012, 4.20pm in KLIA ~ Thanks God, finally 1st semester of my second year officially ended. I am now waiting for my flight on 5.50pm. Finally I have a time to sit down to relax a while.
First of all, I am very thankful to the Lord Jesus for guiding me. My semester has ended, yet, even it is about to be the end of January, I would like to wish Happy New year 2012 and Happy Chinese New Year too. Time past very fast, and Jesus is coming soon.
What can I say here during 2011, many things happened. I am unexpected I has entered to 2nd year in my degree programme. Thanks for His guidance and I could make myself to the church.
The best moment was I had my opportunity to serve Him during the National Youth Fellowship ( Malaysia and Sabah GAs) in Ogos 2011. It was the first even between this 2 GAs, and it will be continuously too. Taking part in this event make us enclose to God and to strengthen and tighten our relationship in Christ.
Not forget too, Penampang Church 30th Anniversary in July if not mistaken, ^^. We invited Lu Zhou, Taiwan brethren to help and taking part in this local church event. Lu Zhou church can be said like a friend to Penampang Church. We have many friends in between this 2 churches. In this event, we had the Evangelistic service where will handle by Lu Zhou brethren and also the thanks giving services. I was helping Bro. Donald Chong to preparing the multimedia slideshow. We spent our time to find the old pictures, we did a video, showing the timeline of Penampang church where it was just started from a prayer house and increasing and developing into a big church. Thanks to God for such grace and bless.
In the new year of 2012, we spent the countdown time in church by sharing the grace of God during the year 2011. Pr. Joseph Chong gave us some motivation or advice to the youths during Youth Service:
- Do not waste the youthful time
- Draw near to God
- Be a friend of God
It were good words for me. As I am 24 years old in this year. All of us is growing up, and the seniors are retiring one by one. It is the time for us to learn to serve Him. We are no longer just a listener during the service but we are now are the soldier of God. We do need to be humble, but do not forget it is our responsibilities since we were baptized in His name. We have received the training from the church and now it is the time for us to move as the front line team. Together we contribute to church, develop it and win the souls. Dear readers, do pray for us.
Many works is waiting for us. Let us get prepare physically and spiritually in this year. May the peace of Lord always be with you who read my blog. Amen.=)
First of all, I am very thankful to the Lord Jesus for guiding me. My semester has ended, yet, even it is about to be the end of January, I would like to wish Happy New year 2012 and Happy Chinese New Year too. Time past very fast, and Jesus is coming soon.
What can I say here during 2011, many things happened. I am unexpected I has entered to 2nd year in my degree programme. Thanks for His guidance and I could make myself to the church.
The best moment was I had my opportunity to serve Him during the National Youth Fellowship ( Malaysia and Sabah GAs) in Ogos 2011. It was the first even between this 2 GAs, and it will be continuously too. Taking part in this event make us enclose to God and to strengthen and tighten our relationship in Christ.
Not forget too, Penampang Church 30th Anniversary in July if not mistaken, ^^. We invited Lu Zhou, Taiwan brethren to help and taking part in this local church event. Lu Zhou church can be said like a friend to Penampang Church. We have many friends in between this 2 churches. In this event, we had the Evangelistic service where will handle by Lu Zhou brethren and also the thanks giving services. I was helping Bro. Donald Chong to preparing the multimedia slideshow. We spent our time to find the old pictures, we did a video, showing the timeline of Penampang church where it was just started from a prayer house and increasing and developing into a big church. Thanks to God for such grace and bless.
In the new year of 2012, we spent the countdown time in church by sharing the grace of God during the year 2011. Pr. Joseph Chong gave us some motivation or advice to the youths during Youth Service:
- Do not waste the youthful time
- Draw near to God
- Be a friend of God
It were good words for me. As I am 24 years old in this year. All of us is growing up, and the seniors are retiring one by one. It is the time for us to learn to serve Him. We are no longer just a listener during the service but we are now are the soldier of God. We do need to be humble, but do not forget it is our responsibilities since we were baptized in His name. We have received the training from the church and now it is the time for us to move as the front line team. Together we contribute to church, develop it and win the souls. Dear readers, do pray for us.
Many works is waiting for us. Let us get prepare physically and spiritually in this year. May the peace of Lord always be with you who read my blog. Amen.=)
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Another New Year to be thankful..=)
Happy New Year 2012 to everyone..!!!
I hope it is not for me to wish Happy New Year. Time passed day by day. The year 2011 is become a history.
We need to move forward now.. New year, new wish, new hope.
May GOD always be with all of you..=)
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Last few weeks
Thanks God, here come the December and going to year 2012.
Few weeks ago, I joined the Kajang Church Youth Choir went to Melaka Church for helping Hymnal Evangelistic Night. Thanks God, every things went smoothly and there were many truth seekers. We have Musical instruments, witnessing, sermons and choir.
On the way to Melaka church, we met some problems. We were stopped by the polices, because we were using a school bus as the vacation bus. The school bus is owned by a brother from Kajang Utama church. They talked to the polices quite long, but I don't know what were they saying. Thank God, we didn't get any summon as we have bought insurance in a legal way, where have a black and white as a prove, so the polices can not do anything to arrest or summon us. We continued our journey and reached Melaka church around 11am.
We go to church hall to had our thanks giving prayer and started our practice + rehearsal for evangelistic on that night.
Sorry, I did not take the picture of the full choir because I was inside the choir too. The next day, sunday morning, we have our fellowship with Melaka brethren. After that we had our city tour in Melaka. Do you know that Melaka has many traffic light? It take 20 minutes to reach a short distance place..>.<
We went to a sight-seeing tower, Menara Tamingsari. It is quite famous. We paid RM 10 for 1 person to sit inside for 10 minutes. We waited for 2 hours. reaching inside the waiting room, here came a big rain. Little Bro. Henry Chen had his prayer and the rain stopped a while. As we get inside the tower, the rain continued become heavy. Now we are stucked inside for 20 minutes with air-conditioner..Hehe.. We were thanks to God. Other people paid RM 10 for 10 minutes + waiting so long, and we have extra free air-conditioner inside for 20minutes. Hehehe... really syok.. The following pictures are the views of Melaka city.
At night, we started our journey back to KL. Then we had another problem. Now the air-conditioner of the bus malfunctioned. We were hot inside. Then we all prayed together inside the bus, and thanks to God. The air-cond survived. We are so thankful, even though there were problems during the journey to go and back from Melaka, every thing is under control by God. We had our dinner in Seremban before reach Kajang church at 11pm ++.
It was a great journey. Next year, we, Kajang Youth Choir is planning to do church visiting to North Region. Hope everything can be planned well as His will. May God always be with all of us. Amen.
Few weeks ago, I joined the Kajang Church Youth Choir went to Melaka Church for helping Hymnal Evangelistic Night. Thanks God, every things went smoothly and there were many truth seekers. We have Musical instruments, witnessing, sermons and choir.
On the way to Melaka church, we met some problems. We were stopped by the polices, because we were using a school bus as the vacation bus. The school bus is owned by a brother from Kajang Utama church. They talked to the polices quite long, but I don't know what were they saying. Thank God, we didn't get any summon as we have bought insurance in a legal way, where have a black and white as a prove, so the polices can not do anything to arrest or summon us. We continued our journey and reached Melaka church around 11am.
We go to church hall to had our thanks giving prayer and started our practice + rehearsal for evangelistic on that night.
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| Flute by Sis Elaine and Harmonica by Sis Yin Huey |
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| Mini Choir |
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| Sis. Wen Jing as MC |
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| Sis Lik Vin as Pianist |
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| Bro Peter CHong the guitarist |
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| Bro Lik Hang solo + violin by Sis Lik Vin |
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| Mini Choir |
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| Sis Elaine, also the choir conductor |
We went to a sight-seeing tower, Menara Tamingsari. It is quite famous. We paid RM 10 for 1 person to sit inside for 10 minutes. We waited for 2 hours. reaching inside the waiting room, here came a big rain. Little Bro. Henry Chen had his prayer and the rain stopped a while. As we get inside the tower, the rain continued become heavy. Now we are stucked inside for 20 minutes with air-conditioner..Hehe.. We were thanks to God. Other people paid RM 10 for 10 minutes + waiting so long, and we have extra free air-conditioner inside for 20minutes. Hehehe... really syok.. The following pictures are the views of Melaka city.
At night, we started our journey back to KL. Then we had another problem. Now the air-conditioner of the bus malfunctioned. We were hot inside. Then we all prayed together inside the bus, and thanks to God. The air-cond survived. We are so thankful, even though there were problems during the journey to go and back from Melaka, every thing is under control by God. We had our dinner in Seremban before reach Kajang church at 11pm ++.
It was a great journey. Next year, we, Kajang Youth Choir is planning to do church visiting to North Region. Hope everything can be planned well as His will. May God always be with all of us. Amen.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Difficulty in Study
The problems I never end is the difficulty of study. I am now already in second year, yet the syllabus is getting more difficult. Oh, gosh. What should I do? I hope there will a friend who can help me. I know study need to put our own effort, but I still need somebody can teach me whichever I don't know. The more I am afraid, the more I scare to open my books. Haiz. Please pray for me.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Revived Faith
Thanks God, the Spiritual Meeting in Central Region has ended well and there were 680++ took part on the Holy Communion. It were quite busy days, and everybody were tired, especially the committees but all were happy. May the Lord will always be with us. Amen.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Thank you
Hmn.. I prayed to God, thanked Him for his Love on me. Sometimes I really can feel how does He helped me and comforting me. Nobody knows how stress am I in campus. I know it should be an enjoy time during studying.
Thank you to my friends who were giving me advice, I am really appreciate it. May the Love of God always be with you.
May God will always show me the way and guide me in all the time. Amen.
Thursday, October 27, 2011
The Chronicle of Malaysia
I went to Popular Bookstore, in Sunway. I saw a book and i took a look in it.
It is 'The Chronicle of Malaysia'. The book contains many differences categories such as sports, achievements, events, and histories happened in our Malaysia from 1957 - 2007.
I saw many things, or history where I never learned it in History, especially the old photos where it had been taken during the days. Hope it could be stored forever for the youngster Malaysians.
I was enjoy with the process of Independent Day of Malaysia. How was our late Tunku Abdul Rahman doing that time, 3 generations were played a part of the important role in our country ( Dato Jaafar bin Haji Muhammad, Dato Onn Jaafar and Tun Hussein Onn). Not forget to Tun Dato Sri Tan Cheng Lock, the founder of MCA.
Seeing our late Tunku Abdul Rahman holding Tun Sri come out from his car during his golden age after Tunku Abdul Rahman became the 1st Prime Minister of Malaysia. What kind of respect that we hardly see today in the politic worlds.
Others than that, I saw the legacy or Hall of Fame of the Sidek Brothers. They were great and I learned they created a service called Sidek's service. It is skill they were using during opening the service by beating the feather of the shuttlecock, not the base. And, it was banned by the IBF (International Badminton Federation).
There a lot of good stories in our history. Hope I could get it.
*This is just a sharing and do not have any relation to any political views. Thank you.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
CONGRATULATIONS...!!
I would like to say "CONGRATULATIONS..!!!" to Earnest Lo and Mandy Chin, who have graduated yesterday and had their Convocation Day in Putrajaya.
CONGRATULATIONS...!!!!!
May all the praises and the glories give to our Heavenly Father. Amen.
KPCA has ended.=)
Phew, thanks to God. Our JLTM (Jawatankuasa Latihan Tenaga dan Manusia) first program, which is KPCA (Kursus Pertolongan Cemas Asas) is over...YIPPY....!!
The event was held for 3 days, 15,16&22 of October 2010. The last day event were ended with the practical test and theory test. It was ended well. At the end, we KUS pack all the things back to Bilik Gerakan and after that left 4 of us, David Teoh, Kah Yee, Tze wei and I went to mamak for supper.
Our first program just ended. Here come the KBJ, KURSUS BAKAL JURULATIH.
GAMBATEH TO JLTM..!!
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Sushi King RM 2 Bonanza..!!
Sushi King Bonanza is coming again..!!! I was planned to go with my dai gajie since last semester, since she likes to eat very much.... However, on last monday, my dailou received a call from one of our coursemate. He said got 3 juniors wanted to go for Sushi King. My dai lou who seldom go to Japanese food agreed immediately. Then I follow him, so there were 5 of us..
Thanks God, not many people were on the queue, so we got our sit in few minutes. Everybody were aiming the Unagi (eel), Prawn, and the Salmon..wow.. our limits only for one hour. At last I ended by eating 11 plates, the most among them. I thought no more for this promotion period.
Yesterday, after the Anual General Meeting, we decided to go again. This time was only with my coursemates. There weer 10 of us. we depart from our campus from 7pm. It was about 7.30 we reached there. Wow..the queue was long like snake. We keep waiting by taking turn... We got our seats at 9.20PM....!!!
Everybody were hungry, we keep take what we like..all looked like didn't eat for days...>.<
At this time, you all can see how the greedy people are, where only come during promotion...=.=
Thanks God, we enjoyed on that night.!
Monday, October 17, 2011
My friend's best friend.
In the morning, I opened my Facebook, and I saw someone posted "Bro Tony Yeoh was called to the Lord. Please pray for the bereaved family so that God will comfort them". I wonder who is him, and them I search Tony Yeoh in facebook and look into his profile picture. I was shock, he looks like bro. Timothy's face. I asked another my friend, she said 'Yes, he is Timothy's dad'.
On that night, we went to his house for service in Subang Jaya. Timothy was testified on that night. He has a good relationship with his dad since he was a child. He said his father is his best friend. His dad taught him very things, especially spiritually things.
I was touched to hear it. I am glad to hear he has a good father to lead him in Lord since he was a child, and discussed about spiritual teachings. It is really seldom to see some situation like this. I hope I could do so, to have a family with growing faith in the Lord.
May God will comfort Bro. Timothy's and his family. God Bless
Thursday, October 13, 2011
I invited my first friend to go to church..=)
Thanks God, last night, I brought a friend to church and he is also the first truth seeker I brought in my life..=P
It was unexpected, but I am sure God has His plan on it. I was shocked, because all of my friends were rejected or unable to join me after invited them.
I hope this thing will continually in our life, where we do not care when is it and where is it. Try to invite our friends if there is a time where we go to church..=)
Thanks God, and may God will open his heart to accept the gospel..=)
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Skipped class for the 1st time in this semester...T.T
We were facilitators of the orientation month last month and it is now over. We were asked to have a dinner as an appreciation to all of us and we were also given a certification of appreciation.
We ate alot, and there were many foods. we enjoyed the night especially with the BSMM (Bulan Sabit Merah Malaysia - Red Crescent) members..)
We ate a lot of satays and the cendol was nice. We went back around 10pm, but reached my hostel, I couldn't sleep. I still can feel the food in my stomach and haven't digested all yet. I wait until 3am, but still have a little bit full more. But I can't stand anymore, because I was too tired and my class at 8am morning..
"Congratulations"... I overslept, and this is my first time I skipped my class. It was a regretful things I ever did.. Sad.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
The weather is changing...
Sunny day on yesterday, and cloudy day on today. Wish to hang my clothes on outside..=)
Praise the Lord.
Praise the Lord.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Ayer Tawar => Kampung Koh => Bercham , Ipoh.
I received a call from a sister, asked me whether able to go to Perak region with Dn. Jeremiah for helping interpreting work or not on coming Sabbath day on last Thursday night, 6th October 2011.
I was wonder why she asked me, because usually there are some people will go from Petaling jaya Church. She said Kajang church also involved for helping this divine work. And then I accept it and going to stay in Dn. Jeremiah's house on Friday night where, we are going to depart at early morning on the next day. Unfortunately, class was dismissed around 6pm. So, I was late to get to PJ church on that night and missed the night service. Then I was overnight in church with a nother sister, who were also going to help in REU work.
In the morning, Dn. Jeremiah arrived to church to pick up us with his little sky blue Peugeot. We deparedt to Ayer Tawar church where, it took about 3 and a half hour to reach. The Ayer Tawar church is a new building where it just been dedicated in last year, 2010. The service was started at 11am. It was only few of them, members of Ayer Tawar church, but never mind the service is still going on, because God will still be with us.
"For wherever two or three are gathered (drawn together as My followers) in (into) My name, there I AM in the midst of them." ( Matthew 18:20)
After the service, I looked around the church. I saw many old pictures hanging on the wall. Guess, what I found. I saw Elim Choir from Kota Kinabalu in 1997. It was an old photo and only few of them inside the picture. This it is :

After that, we went for lunch and we enjoyed 'beer'. It was the barley inside the bottle. They are reusing the bottle of 'beer' to fill with the barley drink. We continue to our journey to Kg. Koh after the lunch. There were 2 'orang asli' members there. The service started from 3pm to 4pm, and we have a mini choir practice for upcoming KKR at there.
We continue our journey to Ipoh, because Dn. Jeremiah was going to attend a meeting in Bercham Church. I met some of Sabah members and Preacher Habakuk Hee. He went to Sabah before in 2005 and we told me some of his experince in Sabah, especially during KKR in Penampang church. =P
The next day, we departed to PJ church from Ipoh at 9am and arrived at 11am. Since there are also has cleaning activity for upcoming Central Region KKR. So I helped at there before back to my campus. We finished around 1pm and went to McD for our lunch. Thanks for sis. Pei Fung & sis. Pei Xia for sending me to LRT station...may God always be with both of you. After back to my room in 2 hours, I sat down and rest.
I am really thanks to God for giving me opportunity to join this trip. I learned something which it replaced my weaknesses. Sometime I was thinking should I interpret or not since it was only few people. I know it was a bad thinking as a God's servant. I remembered one of the teachings in bible.
"What man of you, if he has a hundred sheep and should lose one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness (desert) and go after the one that is lost until he finds it?" ( Luke 15:4)
This taught me that even it is only one soul, I still need to interpret because he or she is also one of us. I hope I could have another chances to help in this divine works and visit to various churches in West Malaysia here. Amen.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Blood donation in Kolej Ungku Omar
I just went to KUO to donate my blood while get the KPCA banner to be printed in FST.. It was during the noon and the weather was quite hot.
Just register my name and lied on the bed for blood donor. The nurse recorded the time before plug the tube into my blood capillary.. After that, I was given a little anesthetic and then my blood started to flow in to the packet for blood.
Less then 5 minutes, the packet was full with my blood. My friends and I was shocked. I asked the nurse, and the time counted was 4minutes.. That was really fast.. I just lied there and lost my blood for 450ml in around 5 minutes. The person in front of still lying on the bed earlier that me and haven't finish yet.
Then I moved to the table where with the drinks, milo and some Iron folic pills from Pusat Darah Negara. I finished it and then go back to my hostel directly. After reached my room, I opened the plaster and see the hole on my arm. Got a little bruise on it.
Thanks God, I did not feel any dizzy after the blood donation. Hope I my hand will be ok, cause some of my friends got their hand swollen after the blood donation.
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